September 16th, 2007

It’s been so long since I have written a blog. It’s funny where life takes you and how quickly you can find yourself going through difficult times, struggles and what seems to be the darkest experience you have ever had. I have really walked through some stuff the past few months and have actually known what is to be persecuted, torn down and broken hearted. BUT I have also seen the hand of God in everything that I have faced. I have really found that when I go through times and events like these that He becomes more precious and real to me. I know what it is to fail friends and I certainly know what it is to have friends fail me but MY God said that He would be that “friend that is closer that any brother (or sister)”. He hasn’t failed me but has let me know that everything that I face is still another way for Him to receive the glory.

Sometimes he wants to change us and sometimes HE wants to even change the relationships in our lives and I have found that it is better to do it His way than to have those relationships suddenly yanked from your lives. That folks is the most painful experience you could ever imagine. So what do I do? I stay on my face everyday and I stay in His Word to find the answers that I need. Each day I gain strength and I become closer to Him because “the more I seek Him, the more I find Him”! He doesn’t give up on me though I may not always say or do the right things but He does promise me that if I do things His way…He WILL lead me out of every difficult situation and hopefully I will have gained wisdom.

I leave you with this. If you process right and handle situations according to His Word…you WILL heal right!